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• Angel and the Beast

As I stare into space, you see my fall from grace.
A madness slowly takes me, is this to be my fate?
Like famine before the feast, I'm waking from my sleep.
It's time to make a choice, between the angel and the beast.

Tell me it isn't so, just feel the ebb and flow.
You madness slowly drowns me
I smile and let it go.

As day turns into night, and wrong takes place of right
I see your motive clear.
My love gives way to spite

I drank up all your tears, and fought to wipe your fears
But your illness, it kills me,
And so the end is near

Tell me it isn't so, just feel the ebb and flow.
You madness slowly drowns me
I smile and let it go.

• Awake Restart

a consciousness traveling time
interactions spent and nullified
experiences lost in the blink of an eye
a soul forgotten to reunite

awake, restart
ascend, contact
awake, restart
ascend, contact

a quest for peace, for order sublime
a search for connections woven in clouds and sky
awake for the very first time
revolting against the constraint of life.

awake, restart
ascend, contact
awake, restart
ascend, contact

a quest for peace for order sublime
a search for connections woven in clouds and sky
awake for the very first time
revolting against the constraint of life.

• Bleed and Shout

Taking time to carve a line
Pushing down into your world
Trying hard to make it mine
Close your eyes my little girl

Extracting souls through your spine
My intrusion, penetrating
Sucking out all I can find
Nothing left, desecrating

Gut wrench, evil stench.
Tie her down, on to the bench.
I can make you bleed and shout
I can stop you reaching out

I can stop you reaching out
Tying down your shaking hand
I can make you bleed and shout
How much pain can you withstand?

I'm not clean, so obscene.
Untouched and feeling mean
Drowning fast 'n dropping out.
Plucking wings from pretty things

Gut wrench, evil stench.
Tie her down, on to the bench.
I can make you bleed and shout
I can stop you reaching out

it's just the truth we're asking for
your lame excuses we've heard 'em all before
what's standing here in front of me
like a twisted version of a dream
is someone i refuse to be
the self i can't accept to be.

eyes look like mine but they can't see, a gaping mouth refusing to speak
eyes look like mine but they can't see, so blind so weak..

commitment always seems too hard
love never blazed inside my heart
so i thought i'd try to be like you
so blind, so dull and so untrue

eyes look like mine but they can't see, a gaping mouth refusing to speak
eyes look like mine but they can't see, so blind so weak..

choking on words, fucked up by pride
no trace of shame, glimpse of despise
but water grinds its way through rock
and once i start i'll never stop.
choking on words, fucked up by pride
no trace of shame, glimpse of despise
as water grinds its way through rock
when i will start i'll never stop.

eyes look like mine but they can't see, a gaping mouth refusing to speak
eyes look like mine but they can't see, so blind so weak..

blood, i'm out for blood, i'm out for blood tonight

can't take this inner turmoil, contemplate torturing myself
cos my boyfriend's a faggot
my boyfriend's a faggot
say all doesn't matter tonight

I'll go out and drink just out of spite, just out of spite
who's with me?

blood, i'm out for blood, i'm out for blood tonight
say all doesn't matter tonight
who's with me?

everyday is the same when you're just prey
everyday is a fight when you're born dead
everyday someone wins, but it's not me
everyday I can die, though I'm born dead

my pain - born dead
combined prosthetic hate
I crush - born dead
and we're forever born dead

you can't see where I go cause I can't move
you can't see who I am cause I'm born dead
you can't see what I want cause I stay mute
you can't see that I die cause I'm born dead

the sun starts filtering through layers of headache, drugs and booze
I know i should look less abused, but the mirror always has to tell its truth

new sweat on damp bed sheets, hotel noise, traffic and a need for caffeine
memories kept at bay come rushing through,another day to hate and to love you
another day to hate
and to love you

and so I let this dirty surf wash all over me
I breathe the poison in
and so I let this dirty surf wash all over me
I breathe the poison in
I breathe the poison in

and as we lie in our bed drenched in our sweat and spent
you show me rope marks on your arms, but i see no ties to bind my heart

and so I let this dirty surf wash all over me
I breathe the poison in
and so I let this dirty surf wash all over me
I breathe the poison in
I breathe the poison in

Sustain the tease..
lie on your back..
once you beg me please..
your will is cracked

Lick you lips and strike your pose
you're going to get your ultimate dose
forget whips, blindfolds or chains
i'm going to drive you insane.
Sustain the tease
lie on your back
once you beg me please
your will is cracked.
Sustain the tease
lie on your back
revenge is mine
your will is cracked.

Another nightmare to go through
resistance's futile don't be a fool
forget your hopes and bow your head
you will be mine or you'll be dead.
Sustain the tease
lie on your back
once you beg me please
your will is cracked.
Sustain the tease
lie on your back
revenge is mine
your will is cracked.

This time you’ll pay in kind
i’ll right wrongs you deny
no place where you can hide
this ain’t justice cause i’m not blind

Sustain the tease
lie on your back
once you beg me please
your will is cracked.
Sustain the tease
lie on your back
revenge is mine
your will is cracked.

Slice and dice my dear.
It's twice as nice with fear.
You like being cut
And he is so near

He likes drinking
Who cares what they're thinking?
You like giving
And now you're sinking

Everyone's a loser
In the game of blood
Take all you can
Oh it tastes so good.

Cutting and drinking
Bleeding and sinking
Time for a game of blood
A cut can feel so good
Cutting and drinking
Bleeding and sinking
Time for a game of blood
A cut can feel so good.

try to imagine it,
Pain, forever
Pain, forever

You (Pain forever)
You
Like giving.

You (Pain)
Like giving (Forever)

You
Like giving
Blood

Forever
Forever

Cutting and drinking
Bleeding and sinking
Time for a game of blood
A cut can feel so good
Cutting and drinking
Bleeding and sinking
Time for a game of blood
A cut can feel so good.

And so I woke, into the light.
To touch your face, it felt so bright.
But after light comes dark, and after laughter tears.
I ate my cake to swallow my fears.

I saw it dim, I saw it flicker.
I pulled the plug, to make it quicker.
In trying to give, I took it all.
Flew into the light, and now I fall.

I adore the light until it wanes
I got so close I burst into flames
I sought the light at every turn
I held you tight, until it burned.

In trying to give, I took it all.
Flew into the light, and now I fall.

I adore...

I adore the light until it wanes
I got so close I burst into flames
I sought the light at every turn
I held you tight, until it burned.

Commodified and digitised
commercialised and redefined.
I'm just a product
you're in control
your latest need
the code you want
to set me on
just flick my switch
start your search engine
to download me!

Rip me and then burn me
you can't get enough of me
encoded in your dreams
you want to download me.

Play me now
i'm yours to keep
i won't get tired
i'm on repeat
i'll drain your power
suck it dry
i'll never stop
until you die.
I'm in your head now
i won't let go
i'll waste your brain
all that you know
i'm like a virus
infect your drives
compressed, processed
and recompiled.
Rip me and then burn me
you can't get enough of me
encoded in your dreams
you want to download me.
Rip me and then burn me
you can't get enough of me
encoded in your dreams
you want to download me.

Rip me and then burn me
you can't get enough of me
encoded in your dreams
you want to download me.
Rip me and then burn me
you can't get enough of me
encoded in your dreams
you want to download me.

Those who follow, live on their knees,
Those who lead will surely fall.
So put your should to the wheel
And feel your back against the wall.

So feel the rain and walk this city
Human waste, feel its pity
I dreamt of blue in darkened skies
I gnored the truth and closed my eyes

They said they'd help youand they lied
Spies in the wires, their disguise
Red saliva down my spine
I smiled so hard I lost my mind

This is the end. Message sent.
The news is leaking from the tv set
No celebration, salvation
Self inflicted isolation.

The life I made was to unwine
A melting wave drives me blind
Someone else has drawn the line
All I need is another time

I chose honour and dreamt of blue
Just one duty til I'm through
Cry havoc and make me move
Shed blood, the time is due.

This is the end. Message sent.
The news is leaking from the tv set
No celebration, salvation
Self inflicted isolation.

This is the end. Message sent.
The news is leaking from the tv set
No celebration, salvation
Self inflicted isolation.
Self inflicted isolation.
Self inflicted isolation.

fed up with always playing nice, fed up with always thinking twice
fed up with your projections, with fearing your rejections
no longer tortured sleepless nights spent wishing i was worth your time
no longer waking up ashamed of what i think i should have said

it's time to grow real fast
it's time to drop the mask
drop it!
drop it!

I always play by the fucking rules, I'm never nasty, never cruel
it scares me when I do confess that i wish I could be somebody else
so I'll cut some lines and cut the crap, I'll leave the crown to those who act
like this is all that there's to be, it's time to get rid of me

it's time to grow real fast
it's time to drop the mask
drop it!
drop it!

and even as i cough up another excuse, while couching another evening blues
I'll beat my chest in fake concern and eat up your livid righteous scorn
'cos I will desert
I'll disappoint
I will cause damage
I will ignore
I will neglect
I'll tell you lie
I will forget
I will despise
I'll never change
I'll be a bore
I will betray
I'll leave you sore
I'll be the jerk
I'll be the twat
I'll be the cunt high and fucked up
I will be all you say i am
and I'll still don't know where all of this will end...

Let my lips eclipse your smile
let my will lead you all night
let my words bring you to me
let my fear be what you feel

Sharing words and not much else
miles of wires between ourselves
this screen staring back at me
pictures of the sweetest of my sins
Let my lips eclipse your smile
let my will lead you all night
let my words bring you to me
let my fear be what you feel

So afraid yet wanting more
the doomed buzz of the drone
on a leash, try biting my lip
i will feel once your soul is stripped

Control, absolute control
it's our power struggle, my right is your wrong
tonight we'll start the fire
tonight you'll learn desire

Let my lips eclipse your smile
let my will lead you all night
let my words lead you to me
let my fear be what you feel

We are trapped, in a memory.
And so they swallow, every part of me.
We just ask, if they can only see.
Just how tight, they are holding me.

All we feel, is a hole.
Something's missing from our soul.
All their games take their toll.
We are trapped, the truth is told.

We closed our eyes, but we see you.
We pushed so hard, but can't get through.
We ran so fast we nearly flew
But there is nothing that we can do.

We can't reach, escape velocity
It's not just kinetic energy
They can't see the fucking gravity
Of why we can't reach escape velocity

We're a white hole
The start and end of space.
We miss our guiding star.
As we fall from grace.

We can't reach, escape velocity
It's not just kinetic energy
They can't see the fucking gravity
Of why we can't reach escape velocity

Life support is falling
Ground control isn't calling
Time is passing slowing down
Oxygen is running out

Sirens sound a warning
So clear this morning
Batteries about to die
So blue the sky

Flying high no way down
The stars my crown
My life machine
My glory obscene

All I see is open sky
All I need is why
Diagnosis deception
It screams rejection

My lights they flicker
Descent is quicker
Destiny is coming down
No chance to turn around

Controls no response
See me just once
White light in my face
Impact my embrace

Flashing light

Heart beat getting faster
Cold fear is my master
Cold sweat kills my time
All my readings flatline

Flat-line!

I just can't wash your taste away,
I taste you, night and day.
I try hard to close my eyes.
It helps ignore your lies.

I taste my tears again,
and now I need your rain.
And so, I forgive you now.
I pay the price, I know how.

I forgive you all the time, I just can't draw the line.
The truth will light the way
The rain will clean, or so they say.

A piece of me I cast aside.
Something hardens, deep inside.
I can't wash your taste away.
I feel your presence, night and day.

I forgive you all the time, I just can't draw the line.
The truth will light the way
The rain will clean, or so they say.

Sit back, enjoy the ride.
Pointless to try and hide.
I know you can't be found.
I listen hard, but there's no sound.

So cold and menacing, fast moving but still
the power of money, the strength of the rich
sealed in electrons, their code is their shield
we're climbing the ICE walls, creating our breach.

Initial procedure, annihilate command
safer than taxes: our death on demand
horizons impossible, to hide is to dive
escaping their tracers and narrowing the band.

The thrill of the hunt, the foaming of mouths
the rabid hell watchdogs, the noise of the shouts
they're not after you cause you're too far behind
automatic response, too late to get out.

Projecting our will in a silent datascape
abstracted in binary, post-human yet ape
the physical bond to wires and machines
connecting our souls a void with no shape.

You lift your whip to kill our will
You smash us sore and we crush our souls
You pierce our flesh and yet we curse ourselves
You torture us to tears
But it's our thoughts we fear

Twist that spike into my arm
Then pour your rage onto my heart
Kill the oblivious part of me, show me all the hate you feel
Only you into your eyes
Your heart so full of shit and lies

You're poisoning our minds
With all your vicious lies
you're poisoning our minds...

We used to have a past
But it got lost in noise
Our future cannot last
Cos you have drowned our voice
Sensorial deprivation
A culture trapped in lies
Our penance's well deserved
Cos we all decided
to close our eyes!

You're poisoning our minds
with all your vicious lies
You're poisoning our minds...
I try to overcome my fear
but nothing anymore is real
if the truths i need are lies
how can I hold on to life?

She’s my little dolly, she does as I ask
Waiting for my word, whilst the hours pass
I make my Dolly move, I nudge her into line
Pushing her along, she gives me all her time

I command and order, to my beck and call
I decide just how high and then I let her fall
But my Dolly wants something I can’t give her
She wants life, she wants to feel

Suffer and bleed, laugh and cry
If I give her life she’ll have to die.
Suffer and bleed, laugh and cry
If I give her life she’ll have to die.

So I muv my Dolly, give her my commands
Gently force her existence, she’s Putty in my hands
Emotions that she can’t feel and never understand
Gently force her existence, she’s Putty in my hands

Suffer and bleed, laugh and cry
If I give her life she’ll have to die.
Suffer and bleed, laugh and cry
If I give her life she’ll have to die.

Step inside this new self
the one you thought would never fit
and face the change in your life
admit it's never been a lie
and take it all upon you
it's time for you to get used to
responsibility and grief
the part you thought you would have skipped
this boring side of life
your aching troubled doubting mind
and never stop to enjoy
all your pleasures, sins, you lazy boy.

Fight your old compulsion
this world shows no compassion
for the arty losers like you
it only wants you to swallow rules
about the thought you should think
about the dreams you should dream
about the drugs you can't take
you're not supposed to make any mistake
it knows a thousand ways to smash your feelings away
you'll become a nothing like them
you're going to die in their hell.

You didn't have to let me down.
In the end you weren't around.
All I needed: another time.
But someone else drew the line.

I had to try to take control.
But all the waiting took its toll.
No one watches from above.
So I held the wires to feel the love.

I didn't want to let you care,
and you, my dear, weren't even there...

You let me feel the power
Energy from your flower
High for hour after hour
From your temple to my tower

I didn't want to let you care,
and you, my dear, weren't even there...

It's an eye for an eye, it's tooth for tooth
pride and greed, they shroud the truth

blind to compassion and deaf to pleas, unrelenting until defeat
we made a wasteleand of our beliefs, but we didn't get rid of fear..

not forgiven (we're coming after you!)
nor forgotten (we're gonna get you!)
not forgiven (we're coming after you!)
nor forgotten (we're gonna get you!)

I shut my eyes and clench my fists, you hide in rhetoric your wretched deeds
we made a wasteleand of our beliefs, but we didn't get rid of fear..

not forgiven (we're coming after you!)
nor forgotten (we're gonna get you!)
not forgiven (we're coming after you!)
nor forgotten (we're gonna get you!)

the wine you drink is not for me
the tears you fake are not for me
the faith you sell is not for me
I'm gonna watch you bleed

not forgiven (we're coming after you!)
nor forgotten (we're gonna get you!)
not forgiven (we're coming after you!)
nor forgotten (we're gonna get you!)

We are men of the millennium
We lie and we cheat
We can’t find our way
So we use who we meet

There’s nothing we can’t do
Nothing we can’t take
So we’ll eat you
Steal what we can’t make

Pollute what is pure
Rape all we find
Taking from the poor
Stealing from the blind

Time has made us cruel
We feel so strong
Hatred is our fuel
Our reason is so wrong

Nothing we can’t do
No one we can’t hate
We can’t turn back
It’s just too late

Reaching for stars
Crippled by fear
Falling to Earth
Our time is near

She takes me down, into her world.
She takes my breath, my scary girl.
She licks me up and spits me out.
She takes it all, except my doubt.
She saw through me, my empty lies.
It took one smile to seize my eyes.
My body’s free but my minds a chain.
Tied to a dream till I see her again.

Taking chances and stealing glances.

She saw through me, my empty lies.
It took one smile to seize my eyes.
My body’s free but my minds a chain.
Tied to a dream till I see her again.
Far from eyes and the light of the sun.
To hurt a soul you don’t need a gun.
Feeling the rush, tasting the thrill.
Looking for an emotion that’s harder to kill.

Don’t need a reason, it’s all in the mind.
Look for a motive, just ask the blind.
Can’t hide the truth from her x-ray eyes.
Hunting for gold between her thighs.
I’m holding her down but I’m on the rack.
Her sighs in my ears, her claws in my back.
We like what we do, we know what we feel.
We live with our scars, they’re all that is real.

I’m holding her down but I’m on the rack.
Her sighs in my ears, her claws in my back.
We like what we do, we know what we feel.
We live with our scars, they’re all that is real.…

We prowl the streets tonight, the same old tested path
the downward parable, the play we're forced to act
but if some doubt still lingers it's to be pushed away
our thirst so easily quenched, but hunger always stays

We're seldom disappointed, our expectations grown so low
we feed on imperfections, the others' and our own
cheap thrills, expensive pills, so hyper yet so still
we used to hunt for something, now it's just time we kill
we used to hunt for something, now it's just time we kill..

We chose which race to run
tried to outshine the sun
but our lighting didn't strike
we didn't see our time had come.
We chose which race to run
tried to outshine the sun
but our lighting didn't strike
we didn't see our time had come.

Trapped in a loop, in touch yet unaware
So fucked so cool, no feelings we can share

She was just sixteen, somewhere he’d never been.
Passion hides in strange places, sometimes where it's not so clean.
He was on his knees, she was there to please.
He can't stop it now, they have to satisfy their needs.

He feels all she needs , she knows how he feeds
Caution to the wind, who will be the one who bleeds?
His world feels remorse, their fate takes its course
Destined to fall apart, when all around are whores.

You know that life can be unkind
Your needs can be oh so blind
She hides behind her purity
She has to face reality
Life can be so unkind
Your needs can be oh so blind
There's only one thing you can do
So take her now before they do

He's lost his charm and grace, he takes all he can take
He must make a choice: a rock or a hard place?
She's blind to all his fears, he hurts to see her tears
And so succumbs to lust, his sighs are all she hears

Another dollar another day
another country we plague with hate
we sow the seeds and watch them grow
then blame the soil for this rotten crop.

It's not democracy what we export
we call freedom a wasted vote
this propaganda shoved down our throats
live feed on the world wide web show.

One word, just say "no!"
One word, we're not ready to go!
One word, just say "no!"
One word, we're not ready to go!

We've got to lift this shroud of lies
expose those pigs, the treachery they hide
we've got to wake up, you and i
we've got to open our fucking eyes.

One word, just say "no!"
One word, we're not ready to go!
One word, just say "no!"
One word, we're not ready to go!

why must you poison my days? Your acid sting piercing my soul
it's hard to forget your scorpio eyes, the ones already dragging me into their wicked world.

everything just flows between me and you, though maybe it's all just in my mind
like a loathsome self-inflicted taboo forcing me to keep you enshrined

could you give me something that I never found
can there be light that guides my path to you
when everyday the world is drowned
and never sees the sacred truth
would you decide to wake my spirit now
can there be light that guides my path again
when everyday my soul is drowned
and leaves me here with my empty hands

decisions come and go with time to haunt forever what is left
the sorrows' subject leaves me blind and I forever contemplate
to rise and rise to keep head high I travel lands so far and vast
where skies and sun project their shine and never will it last

the void that's left in me will heal again
it'll make me stronger with every sunrise
forever waiting but to pace my strides
that nothing in this world can ever tame

Within each seed there is a flower
Within each death a new power
A new life a new beginning
When you lose I'm winning

Lost and found, no admission
Closeness means submission
You had reasons, I had dreams.
We live with demons, or so it seems.

Within each seed there is a flower
Within each death a new power
A new life a new beginning
When you lose I'm winning

Lost and found violent mind
Remote control drives you blind
Be my chaos overdrive
Technology, is a sacrifice

Within each seed there is a flower
Within each death a new power
A new life a new beginning
When you lose I'm winning

Within each death big or small
Someone gives and I take it all
So submit you know it’s right
Sexuality pay the price
A driven storm kills your genes
No resurrection so it seems
Be my chaos overdrive
technology, sacrifice

She says, "Just let it" - She says, "Just let it hurt"
She says, "Just let it" - She says, "Just let it hurt"
I say, "I'm nervous" - She says, "you're perfect"
I say, "It'll hurt us" - She says, "just let it"

No words we're just dancing
Uncertain of what we're chancing
No chance of romancing
No touching, just glancing

Can't talk, I just listen - Just look at how she glistens
Don't move, or people talk - don't stop just walk
I stare hard at her lips - Lips I must not ever kiss
My body, her fingertips - Contact, some bliss

No words we're just dancing
Uncertain of what we're chancing
No chance of romancing
No touching, just glancing

She says, "Just let it" - She says, "Just let it hurt"

She knows that she scares me - I can't breathe, just barely
Does she feel the hurting - That comes with all the flirting?
Then it happens, we're kissing - Now we know what we were missing
I say, "I'm nervous" - She says, "you're perfect"

No words we're just dancing
Uncertain of what we're chancing
No chance of romancing
No touching, just glancing

I've done it now, don't ask me how.
I wonder why it always has to die.

Are we men or mice when we throw the dice?
Now my fate is bound, gonna go straight down.

Got my head up high, as I watch the sky
All I need is hope, and for my neck more rope.

Are we men or mice when we throw the dice?
Now my fate is bound, gonna go straight down.

We knew from the start, you'd rip out my heart.
So with my submission, I taste your derision.

The pain in my soul, can never be cured.
The voices in my head, never endured.

Are we men or mice when we throw the dice?
Now my fate is bound, gonna go straight down.

I’ve got the discipline, i’ve got control
i’ve got the guts to take your blows
and you won’t see me coming for you
revenge is an art, i play by its rules...

The pain i suffered, repaid tenfold
insult, mockery, all the lies I’m told
but i can wait, i can restrain
the plan unravelling in my brain.
And when the time’s right you won’t escape
i’ll have no mercy, no soul, just rage
and then i'll strike and strike again
i will teach you all 'bout pain.

This is my revenge
your end, your punishment
too late to repent
this is my revenge

The art of revenge is an art with an end
a pain to deploy a means to destroy.

This is my revenge
your end, your punishment
too late to repent
this is my revenge

I saw you standing there, on your own.
I had to stare, if only I'd known.
I was so scared, I felt a fear.
Would you care when I was near?
I stared so hard, all I could do.
I couldn't get that close to you.

My hands were cold, my heart was pounding.
I felt so old, where I was standing.

You danced with grace, my feet are lead.
You touched my face,
my world stoppped dead...

I need to talk, I need to cry.
You'll be the answer when I ask why.
Someone to hold until the light
when nights are cold, you'll do it right.

My hands were cold, my heart was pounding.
I felt so old, where I was standing.

I need to talk, I need to cry.
You'll be the answer when I ask why.
Someone to hold until the light
When nights are cold, you'll do it right.
A beating heart, a gentle hand
A place to make my final stand
To feel your lips, to touch your skin
To hear your heart, the life within
With sun in the sky, how can I fly
When my world stops dead?

Should we sleep, for a while?
Will you weep, or spit your bile?
Drench me like the rain,
Wash my tears away again.
I can't resist my only fate,
Why are you so easy to hate?
You lift me from the floor,
So easy to adore.

Tearing me down anew,
The same old thing you have to do.
I'm the one you really need,
Why do you want to make me bleed?
I know I'll fail your little test,
I feel you pulling at my flesh.
Your passion holds me like a storm.
I need your breath to keep me warm.
The slightest sound, can drag me down.
Your sweetest smile, like a distant isle.
You're the light in my dark.
But your shadow leaves its mark.

I'll give you my control,
Feel my pulse and taste my soul.
Your hands are cold, around my heart.
Slowly pulling me apart.

The slightest sound, can drag me down.
Your sweetest smile, like a distant isle.
You're the light in my dark.
But your shadow leaves its mark.

Take the place next to me,
I'll take your fears and make them cease.
I close my eyes, I need your kiss.
There's nothing more I need than this.

The slightest sound, can drag me down.
Your sweetest smile, like a distant isle.
You're the light in my dark.
But your shadow leaves its mark.

Another chance gone wasted
another night spent on drugs
somebody's bed to look for
where thinking of you won't hurt
But when my nerves start twitching
and my heart drowns the drums
i'll look for you in the dark
i will be yours alone

Yours alone - hanging on your perfect touch
Yours alone - waiting for the beat to stop
Yours alone - cursing every time we touched
Yours alone - waiting for my heart to stop

Let's go drink some friendship mate
let's go pop some confidence pill
we'll turn the night inside out
you'll see me shoot to kill
But when my nerves stop twitching
and my heart is drowned in drums
i'll look for you in the dark
i will be yours alone

Yours alone - hanging on your perfect touch
Yours alone - waiting for the beat to stop
Yours alone - cursing every time we touched
Yours alone - waiting for my heart to stop

And when my nerves start twitching
and my heart drowns the drums
i'll look for you in the dark
i will be yours alone
i will be yours alone
i will be yours alone...

want you, i want you now
i want you rough
i want you sexy as fuck.

want it, i want it now
i want it rough
i want it sexy as fuck.

it started out of envy, oh my wicked selfish heart
but now the pain is shattering, my heart is blown apart
it's not easy to escape you, i wonder if i really want
desire so untamable however far you are
for every single kiss, for all the hours we missed
for all the times i could have spent with you and no one else
I'll curse my wicked heart
I'll blame the guilty stars
anything to avoid the truth
that i'm not meant to be with you.

want it, I want it now
i want it rough
i want it sexy as fuck.

I breathe your air, I taste your lips
I bite your kiss, your finger tips
I feel you close, I take your soul
Don't stop me now, so close to home

Your lips on mine, I'll push inside
You take my smile, I'll take your eyes
you hear me laugh, I hear you cry
I'll cut you up, you'll ask me, "why..?"

Just ask me why.
I'll tell you why.

We know you would, I eat your sighs.
You give me blood, I'll give you lies.

Just give you lies.
Give me blood, I'll give you lies.

Pushing...
Rushing...
Crushing...
I breathe your air...

Wake up, time to shake up
No one else to put the blame on
You self-indulgent creep
Collecting scars but not one stitch.

Stick it out, bend it down
You'll only get my frown
So many things that you can't see
So many lies you drink with greed.

It's your nature - you will fail
It's your nature - you're too frail
It's your nature - pathetic wannabe
It's your nature - you'll never get to me
It's your nature - you will fail
It's your nature - you're too frail
It's your nature - pathetic wannabe
It's your nature - you'll never get to me

Too late for kiss and tell
It tolls, but whose bell?
You lying cunt you're full of shit
The way you laugh makes me so sick.

Die hard core true 4 real
what you are is what you steal
You've only got to learn the part
I call it theft while you call it art

It's your nature…